Monday, April 24, 2006

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joanniee winks
at |7:15 PM|

Sunday, February 26, 2006

It seems like whatever I have done was wrong. Somehow, nothing was right. Is it me or is it your anger? I really do not understand. I am very confused. I don't know what can I do to make things right. It just gets worst.
What have I gone wrong?
You want me to tell you everything. And I did. But why it turn out to be hurting you?
You said you were tired and you want to lie down. I said bye and left msn. You said it wasnt like me. Dont i have to sleep too? Did you even forgot that I'm sick? Din you want to me rest? So where have i gone wrong? What about you? I chatted with you half way. You went offline. I thought it was your connection problem again. So i waited. But you never come back. Alright, I din say anuthing about it, and so i wrote an email to you. I was surfing friendster and got to see your blog. You were scolding me in your blog! Not even ur blog but in our blog. How do you think I feel? You din reply my sms, and I was waiting for the whole afternoon, and i was having high fever. But you dont seems to care. How do you think I feel? You want me to think how you feel, I apologised to you, but you think message me a composition and started scolding me again. How do I feel? You always said that you think of my feelings. Like Hell you did. What can I do?
When we quarrel, you would always take everything that happened in the past and start talking about it. And everything seems to be my fault. And at the end of scolding me, you would always say that " i say sorry tho it wasnt my fault and not wanting to be cool, but to be with you." When you want to stop the fight, you would always tell me how much u love me and cared for me and how idiotic u were. What are you up to? I really dun understand. What were you trying to tell me? Whenever i said that it was my fault and i apoplogised, you would gimme a reply that "It doesnt matter whos fault now! like as if knowing whos fault can make us together". So? What do you want me to say?
Last nite u message mi a composition full of anger, scolding me for what i had done. I dun even know how to reply you. You said you cry every night. Then what about me? I was sick and my body was already giving me problems. The whole body was going to tear apart. And now? my heart was tearing apart. I have been crying and there are no more tears left. You said you felt guilty. Very much I do felt guilty too. But as if I tell you i felt guilty you believed me.
Like hell you know how it feels like to be with you. I know. You are a very sensitive person. You need care and love that you never get from other people. Thats what you told me. And yes. I gave you most of my attention, my love and care to you. And you dont seems to appreciate. I know, I always make you come my house, because i cant go to your house. Your auntie would always show me attitude tho i did not say or do anything wrong. I felt stressed being with you. I have to think of what will happens next if i were to say this or do that. You told me once to help you. And i did, but you felt even more sensitive. I thought you have already changed. But even the smallest thing you cried over it for a few night.
Yes. i know that i was wrong to tell you that i haf a crush on someone. And i did promise you not to tell you anymore. I was trying to see if you were still as sensitive as before. But i was wrong. I make you felt even worst din i? Im deeply sorry for that. But why can you think of it another way? You think a little guy that caught my eye can compared to you? Our relationship for 20 months? Or i should say 1 yr and 8 months? You think he will make me fall in love like how i love you? You think he can change my life? To tell you the truth, I dun even know him. And i dun even see him in school before. Oh yes. You can blame me for telling to everything. Telling you everything under the sun. To tell you how i feel. To tell you what happened to me. To tell you the people around me. Oh. I guess you forgot that I flirt with guys. Isnt that everyone was talking about in the past? I flirt. I flirt with all the guys in Springfield. I flirt with all the guys in the basketball team. I flirt with all the guys that are good looking. I flirt. You happy now? You are happy that I flirt? Oh Did i really flirt? I dunno. Thats what everyone is tlaking about isnt it?
Opps. I forgot to produce a VALID evidence. Refresh your memory. Din ANGELA LAM told everyone that i flirt? Ha! isnt that a valid evidence? Din she tell everyone that "Joan flirts around even she has a boyfren?" What did you say that time? "Dun listen to her nonsense. Dun let her affect you." And i believed in you. I tried to get over it. and too, i NEVER get close to the guys anymore. Only when there is like.. gathering or like basketball training, i would go down once. They are still my frens. But i avoid them cos i dun wan ppl to think that way. I have know them for Years. Since sec 1 we are already together. and was in the same class with some of them for 4 years. is it wrong to have guys as my close frens? because of you and the rumours, i avoid them. because of not hurting you, i din go out with them. even until now, i seldom see them. i felt sad. our frenship became distant. i dun even know them anymore. i dun even know wads happening. and everytime i see them with frens, i very much wanted to be with them. and the only times i'm with them is when you are around. why am i so restricted? somehow i haf lost my freedom in choosing the frens i wan to be with. but who cares? i want to be with you. thats y i choose to do that. and you? always blaming me to be so sensitive about you going out with the guys. i veri much wanted to go out with them, but u say its a brother gathering. so i can do nothing about it. and yes. i dislike him. u should know who am i talking about. cos he had hurt me so much and you know. but instead of consoling me, u helped him. how do i feel? nvm. i see him as ur fren so i say nth.
in jc, i din even mix with the boys in my class. why? i dun wan the same thing to happen again. Altho i onli go Kbox with them a few times. becos i found companion to sing with me. is it wrong too? cant i go with them? you tell mi. having to sing is my greatest passion. I even overcome my fear of standing on stage to sing even tho i know i dun sound fantastic and i know sometimes ppl would just cover their ears when i sing. but everytime, i am trying to imrpove myself. hoping to get compliment from the audience. and i did. i veri happy and confident. and yes. i went to the campus superstar to search fer my dream. altho i failed, but i have experience. partly i dun haf properly vocal training, but i can sing. whenever ppl tell mi that they wants to go kbox. i felt realli excited. just like at that day when bryan ask mi if i wan to go kbox with him. of cos i agreed immediatly.
likewise. i changed my blogskin. u scolded me. well.. maybe this is a bad time to change the blog skin but do i nid permission from you to change my blog skin? ystd i was realli excited that i've bought a new printer and scanner. and i can edit photos. so i tried out. and den i simply just changed my blogskin. is that wrong too? why? if you wan mi to change back. i can. but if u were to log in to ur blog account, i onli changed the link to http://www.piinkiiee.blogspot.com. i did not delete it. is that wrong too?
are you always like that. I really dunno what else to say. Yes. Blog is a good way to express your feelings. BUT! it is not a good way to communicate! Why do you always use blog to scold me? And i realised when everytime you blog, that is when we quarrel. You think its fair? It became normal to me to check my blog when we quarrel. cos u will scold mi through it. how would u think i feel? You like to tell the world that "Hey! we are quarrelling!" right?
you said that i dun care about you. did you? I've told you last time and i hope you still remember. whats take care when u dun even care? i'm sick - "take care okie? rest more. slp early. drink more water. see doctor." so thats how u care for me la? rite.. i felt the careness. good. at least i know you care about me. yah. true. rite.
wad about u? ur leg bleed. u told me. wad can i say? take care too? NO! i dun wanna say that. I din even see you. the most i say is "why so not careful? why lidat? wad happened?" wad else can i say? u told mi ur fren rubbed against ur wound thats y it bleed while playing bball. den wad can i sae? "aiyo. becareful ma. nex time dun play bball le la. so dangerous." izit? NO! bball was ur greatest passion isnt it? I remembered u teling mi that u are tired. tts y din wan to accompany me to go sim lim. Hmm.. ur tired and u still go play bball? i tot u were tired becus u went to play bball in the morning? does it makes sense? how do i feel? u are avoiding me. u dun wan to go out with me. i'm having high fever and u dun seem to care. the most is.. "take care okie? anything call me." right. like hell you care. at least in the past u would go with me. NVM. u were tired. I UNDERSTAND.


in the sms, u said u dun wan to talk anymore. fine. i leave it to u. i dun wan to care about this anymore. since u dun even give a damm.
Ha! today is the 20th month. Isnt it great? I truly ENJOY this day. How i wish i never exist. So you wun feel hurt. so my parents dun haf such a big burden. so i dun haf to feel stressed. so my frens can lead a normal life without me. so angela wont seems as bad as she is. so the world is peacedul without a girl that flirts around with close frens. so my sisters dun haf to share room with me.

This life sucks!

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joanniee winks
at |9:55 AM|

Saturday, February 25, 2006

went to see the chinese doctor at ang mo kio.. a half an hour journey there and i consult the doctor less than 5 mins. he said that my body pocess too much heat. the panadol doesnt work on me. thats why my fever went off and on. looks like panadol should improve on their dosage, or maybe i should eat 10 instead of 1. the doctor also ask mi to drink HOT water and wear a FEW clothes to make myself sweat, den i will feel better. initially i din sweat. i felt coldness. den after mingle with my printer, i sweat. so i took off my jacket and start sneezing and sneezing. dammit. i felt so terrible.
now my room is in a mess tho yesterdae i pack it clean and neat. cos i just bought a printer. and yayness! i haf a printer. i wun haf to wait for the stupid printer in the library to be ok, and wun haf to ask somebody to print for mi and cause this huge mess.
now i haf to clear my mess.

argh.. i haf test on thursday and i suppose to study todae, and yesterdae. looks like i haf to study tml.
isnt it terrible when u are already feeling terrible and someone pick a fight? how would u feel? does it make u feel better? dammit. i felt worst. my fever went up and down. from 37.2, it went up to 38.6, den fall to 37.5, and now.. its 38.0. wad about later?
how i wish it went up to 39. so i will die faster.
this world is so unfair.

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joanniee winks
at |10:18 PM|

how everyone happy? HAPPY? i'm having fever.. FEVER.. 38.2.. 38.2 degrees C! Happy now? glad? or sad that i wasnt lying?
FUCK IT!

my whole body is like exploding. cant even move properly. eyes are hurting mi. tears are falling and nobody knows!
SEE! i'm telling u EVERYTHING! happy?!

I HATE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

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joanniee winks
at |3:41 PM|

okie.
fine. since u wanna scold mi across you blog thats fine with me.
so u are saying that u are easily contented.
so u mean that im hard to please.
well maybe.
ive tried ways to make u happy too
maybe u dun see it
u said that to make u happy i just nid to say one sentence
and thats all?
thats all i did?
u wan mi to think
wad about you?

keeping quiet on the phone apparently does not solve the problem.
ive tried to talk nicely despite the anger tho i still sounded harsh
and you? keeping quiet?
u told mi once.
to tell u everything
i told you everything
and u said i din
wad do u wan mi to say?

fine.
i shall eat sweets until i die
since u ask mi to EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT!!

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joanniee winks
at |3:57 AM|

Friday, February 24, 2006

rite..
the sms wrote:
Huh...again?HaiYO...me reach home le...dun feel feverish le la...worry too much till like tt...haha...

and the msn wrote:
i told u...ytd i was joking...saying "dun tink of me too much la...till sick..."
THINK OF ME>>>not dun tink too much...
it's totally different..


Hmm.. Can anyone in this universe tell mi the link of these two? Do they have the SAME meaning? Well, when someone is feeling sick, they would not have the time to care about the meaning behind funny sentences that requires brain to think.

Now, its not that i want to misunderstand you Mr Lee. Its just that you are contradicting yourself. Don't you find it irony too?


In Msn u wrote:
u always get it...cos i giv u my freaking attention to u...
in the blog..u said tt u seek attention from me right?
and nw i saying...i giv it to u...and u need not seek it!!!

If you were to quote me correctly, i did not say that i want your fucking attention! Please read properly before u attempt to tell me anything. Or maybe you din read properly, I shall state them here again:
or maybe perharps u think i wan to get ur attetion. EXCUSE ME! i dun nid ur freaking attention k!

Please do not confuse me.

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joanniee winks
at |10:30 PM|

and so that is why u did not reply me.
i dun blame u for that. nvm.
it has been so many times. i always told u that i was sick. the only thing u can tell mi is " you think too much". tell mi how on earth by thinking too much makes me sick? ok.. my sis said that i was too tired, thats y i feel that way. i realli dunno. my whole class was like.. everyone falling sick. in this kinda of environment, i am bound to get back to the disease wad. everyone.. even on the road, most of the people is coughing.
i dunno about others but i know myself. when i'm falling sick, i felt it was coming. rite, u are not me and im sure that u dunno that. but why din u believe that im sick?! you think i wan you to sympatize me? WHY WOULD I WANT YOUR SYMPATHY? i can now swear to god not to tell u anything everything that happened to me if u wan it that way. i tot that u told mi b4, tell u.. dun keep it within mi.. but wad happens now?
last nite, i thought i said nvm? and you? u said "orh.. okie.. muacks!" so i tot everything was fine, and i conitnue doing my gp. after that i went to lie down on my bed, my sister give mi med and soon i was slp. i din even finish my homework! and i din even know i was aslp! i din even know u called me!! u think my sis was lying to u? u tink that i dun wan to talk to you? this is ridiculous! now u blame me for that. NVM..
today, yes.. i tot it will be a better day too. like any other day, hoping to see u. but truth, i nid my notes too. since u haven print them, so i asked u to print now so when i reach ur house, u can pass to me. when i was walking, my mum called and said she will be fetching me, so i told her i'm going to ur hse and she said she will be fetching mi there. fine. i told u too. i din know that the sun is like killing me. and u said that u cant print. so i want to confirm if u can print or not. if cannot print den nvm. den u told mi that u can print. and u said u will give it to me asap by riding to my house. its fine with me. but its so hot. i dun wan u to be burnt under the sun. u dun get wad i mean. since u printed the de already, i said dun haf to print the ppt cause i tot its giving u problem. i dun nid this weekend cos i'm not going to study that! im going to study my test topics and it is not included inside. nvm.. maybe i FORGOT to tell u that.
im alone at the bus stop. everyone is like around me. im feeling so sick. and the sun is killing me. nobody knows. u think i was faking. but i want you to take note. I DIN CRY BECAUSE I WAN YOU TO SEE THAT IM SAD. oh.. or maybe perharps u think i wan to get ur attetion. EXCUSE ME! i dun nid ur freaking attention k! oh.. mayb i was right.. YOU DUNNO MI AT ALL!!! i told u i feel "sick and bad", because the pain is hurting mi so much that i couldnt take it anymore. and DUN U KNOW that whenever i was sick i would cry cause i could endure the pain? oh.. i forgot again.. u dunno me..
yes.. u came down with the notes. i jus take it and put them inside my bag without saying anything BECAUSE i couldnt talk! you tell mi can u cry and talk at the same time? YES i was crying infront of you BUT at the same time i dun wan to let u see the state i was in! and u ask mi to sit down.. fine.. i followed you.. but it was like under the sun! so i dun wan to sit down.. den u bring mi to another spot which is like.. infested by bird shit. rite.. common sense for both of us not to sit. yup. we din sit down. den my mum called, so i went over. u ask mi to sit. i followed you.. den i ask u whether u haf sweets or not.. u said no.. and u said "u haf sore throat and u still wan to eat sweets?" Hey mister. who on earth said that having sore throat cant eat sweets? convince me then. i was feeing veri sick and my stomach was realli empty tho i did eat my breaksfast and i felt like vomitting again. whenever i was sick, i would eat sweets. thats my remedy. OH~ i forget.. u DUNNO ME... at all! and then? so i went to buy myself lar. at least i felt better after eating like 3/4 of it. when we were outside, u asked mi to sit down. but i see the bus stop is like full already. where on earth am i going to sit?! on the floor izit? so i went under the shade la.. den when i turn around, u were gone. so wad u wan mi to do? chase u ar? dun even where were u were. den my mum came. and u din know. so i told u.. and since then u din reply mi and posted a blog here, waiting for mi to see. oh rite.. clever.. i saw the post.
yup. i admit that i was abit harsh today. but u din even try to understand me. and blame mi for everything. and yes.. i admit that most of the things, im at fault, but did u ask urself y?
u think that u spoilt me? u think that i din try to understand you? then why did i insist that u gimme the notes like now and not asking u to ride there? oh.. i forgot again.. u wan to be tanned.. u wan to sun-tan urself. well maybe next time i should let u do wad u wan to do alryt? im SO sorry to OBSTRUCT you from sun tanning. maybe next time u sould tell mi earlier that u wan to sun tan.
at least i felt better at home. at least my mum take cares of me. BELIEVES mi that i was sick. my maid cooked for me and after i eat my mum gave mi medicine. I'm realli grateful.
Oh.. somebody is thinking that " of cos la.. ur mum knows u best", but i tot somebody said b4 that "i understand you?" i see now.. i finally see the light. i finally know how much u understand me.

since u said that u were spoilting me. I've came up with some solutions that may solve the problem. let mi list them down alrite? Take a look! see if they are feasible and possible.
DUN MEET MI ANYMORE. DUN FETCH ME ANYMORE. DUN PRINT STUFF FOR ME ANYMORE. DUN TALK TO ME ANYMORE. DUN EVEN WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE.

i think thats a very good proposal by me. WHAT DO YOU THINK?!
oh.. i forgot to tell you. i din go out cos my mum said that i was sick and i should be out. OPPS! i tot i wasnt suppose to tell you ANYTHING since u dun even understand me?

once i tot i could depend on u. but i was wrong. realli wrong. because how on earth can i depend on someone that dun even understand me?

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joanniee winks
at |6:33 PM|

Sunday, February 12, 2006

yay! todae mi went out wif dardar.. to celebrate our valentines day.. hehes..

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joanniee winks
at |1:20 AM|

Thursday, February 09, 2006

I HOPE THIS WILL SEND A MESSAGE AS WELL AS A WARNING TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO OWE PEOPLE MONEY. PLEASE PAY ALL YOUR DEBTS BEFORE WE GET FED UP WITH YOUR IRRESPONSIBLE AND STUPID BEHAVIOR. IT IS VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY IRRITATING TO CHASE THE DEBTS FROM YOU ALL. IT IS VERY KIND OF HIM TO PAY FOR YOU IN ADVANCE, AND YOU SHOULD RETURN THE MONEY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. IT HAS ALREADY BEEN VERY LONG. YOU ALL BETTER RETURN ASAP BEFORE I TAKE ACTION.

PEOPLE, PLEASE BE RESPONSIBLE. IT IS VERY IRRITATING TFOR PEOPLE TO LOOK FOR YOU JUST TO TAKE THE MONEY BACK. IF ITS $1 OR $2, MAYBE WE WOULD NOT PERSUE. BUT WE ARE NOW TALKING ABOUT HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS. DONT LET PEOPLE TO HAVE A BAD IMAGE ON YOU. WHEN YOU PROMISED THAT YOU WILL RETURN, PLEASE DO SO.

DAMMIT*

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joanniee winks
at |10:30 PM|

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

oh no.. my grandma went to the hospital again.. she came into my room and told mi she was not feeling well.. and was sent to the hospital at 12.50am..

pls.. hope that she is okie..

praying to buddha..
pls let her be fine..
dun let her think too much
calm her down

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joanniee winks
at |12:01 AM|

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

yay! i'm back.. hahas..
already so late and i'm still blogging.. wad time is it now.. hmm.. its 12.54am! hahas.. i'm going to slp soon.. so ya..

just now after sch i went home.. slack awhile den when to bath and eat dinner.. after that i went to mcdonalds and study wif xiang.. i think i'm gonna study every now and then and pick up my momentum in studies.. i want to improve myself.. hehes.. A level is very important.. dun wanna waste my time..

well.. not bad.. i can study.. hahahas..
gonna go dunno where to study tomolo.. hees..
well.. i was thinking of my shopping list and thinking of wad else to buy.. hahas..

my shopping list:
a bag (preferably tote bag)
a handphone pouch (charmmy kitty)
a pencil bag (Charmmy kittY)
a pair of shoes (frm surf babe!)
a new watch (jie getting for me..WEE!!!)
few pairs of socks (lite-green, lite-pink, white)
victorian crown
-earrings
-necklace (BIG one)
-braclet
-ring (difficult to get..)
phr gifts
valentines gift
birthday gift
mothers day gift
fathers day gift


ok.. i guess that is all i could think of. well... u can take it as a birthday wishlist also.. muahhhaa~


big plan of the year:
going holiday after As
hanging out wif the girls after prom nite
-probably staying a nite at hotel.. suite life!
have a makeover
taking driving licence after As
Want a stable job until i go to U
-mayb working even in U


wee~ all listed down.. guess it would serve as a reminder so that i would achieve my aims.. muahahha~ shopping queen will now search for more things to buy.. hahahas..

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joanniee winks
at |12:56 AM|

Friday, February 03, 2006

mmm... i'm sick!!
have mc fer 3 days already..
on wednesday i went sch and realise i had fever in the library.. feeling so bad ler.. still continue going for gp.. in the end had gp test.. after that i skipped chinese and went home.. dardar bring mi to the polyclinic and we waited fer an hour just to see that stupid doctor.. that doctor say i dun haf fever den dun wan gimme mc.. nvm lor.. i went to tm and bought bday cake fer my sister.. after that go home ler... i went home orhorh lor.. dardar was with mi.. at about 7 den i wake up.. the whole bed was so hot.. mi also very warm.. was feeling terrible liaos.. den realised got high fever.. see lar.. that stupid doctor say i haf no fever.. siao.. jiejie put the cold cold towel on my forehead.. so cold lar.. but i dun feel the coolness cos my head was too hot already.. the cold towel become hot after awhile.. den dardar keep changing it for me. hehee.. den i went to see doctor lor.. got 2 days mc.. lidat lor..
on thursday din go sch lar.. den i felt dizzy the whole day.. walk also dozzy.. sit also dizzy.. siao liao.. so din wan to go sch on friday lar.. wad if i faint in sch again? yah lor.. did abit of homework den dun wan to do liao cos too xin ku ler.. got sore throat somemore.. cant talk much..pain leh.. so went to slp lor.
today i went to take mc.. they say must see the doctor again.. paid $12 for a sorethroat medicine and mc. arghh... my hongbao money mostly spent on seeing doctors.. waste my money.. already so little hongbao money ler.. still must spent on doctors.. arghhh!! hahaha.. cannot do shopping le lar.. still wanted to save $100 de.. now cannot even save $100.. worst thing is cannot shop anymore.. saded!!! i wan more hongbao!! hahaha..
tomolo is weekend.. so no sch again lor.. a long rest for mi lar.. hahaha.. go back sch one day den sick.. den rest.. wahh.. like a week for mi to rest lor.. how nice? hahas..
nida do my homework ler.. nv go sch must do self revision ma.. hais..

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joanniee winks
at |11:47 AM|

Thursday, January 26, 2006

its supposed to be a happy occassion but i gues it is not now.
it always happened this way.. either very happy.. or feeling veri upset.
why does this happen???????? I hate it alryt!!
feeling terrible.. and i dunno why..
feeling horrible.. and cant seem to find the reason why..
the feeling is YUCKY i can say.. feeling to cry but refuse cos i dun want this to be the SEVENTH time..
argh.. joan u lousy girl!!! S-T-U-P-I-D!!!

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joanniee winks
at |3:03 PM|

Friday, January 13, 2006

i find it so hard.. too hard!!

"i love the meaningless life i'm leading.. with no aims and goals..."

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joanniee winks
at |11:20 PM|

Hmm.. its 3.26am now.. opps! slp late again..
was rushing thru my gp essay and pasting newspaper articles on fulscap.. yup.. abit lame tho but it took mi quite awhile to finish..
i've slept in the afternoon tts y i dun feel the urge to slp yet..
today is not a reali good day.. was feeling down the whole day.. cant realli smile at ppl.. so i kept quiet.. yup.. it has been raining the whole day too.. maybe my feeling goes with the weather.. so hope that tml is a bright and sunny day.. maybe i would smile alittle..
neck is breaking.. alryt.. shld go to bed now.. nites

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joanniee winks
at |3:26 AM|

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I am finally back on blogging. It has been a long time since I last posted my entry.
It has been a very tiring holiday. I woek up at 5.30am almost everyday to help my mum. After that I went home, eat my lunch and slept for awhile. In the evening, W would start doing my holiday assignment.
During the holiday, my computer break down. Fortunately, Xiang lent me his laptop and thus I am able to do some of my work. I am very grateful for that. Although I did not complete my holiday assignment, but I had finished half of them, and decided to complete the other half in school.
On Christmas eve, I went out with my family. We went to TM, and the main purpose is to purchase handphone for me. I had bought a Panasonic VS2 pink colour, which is exclusive to singtel only. I fell in love with that phone when my sister first shown me the poster, after that I found out that there is a promotion at Singtel which is selling the phone at no price for 2 years plan. My mum had to pay $100 as my plan only one year due. My sister also bought the same phone. We simply love the phone too much. After that, we went to shop for shoes, as mummy needed for a wedding dinner. In the end, my mummy bought a pair of pump, and my sister bought 3 pairs and my younger sister bought a pair. We were feeling very hungry after that my dad brought us to eat. After that we went home.
After I reached home, I went out again. I met Changtat under his block and we went to meet xiang, bryan, kaiwen and xu heng, to celebrate x'mas. we were at starbucks and at 12am, they rang the bell and everyone shouted MERRY CHRISTMAS! That was fun. Xiang gave me a pink water bottle, I love it but it was not the one I wanted. But who cares? He gave it to me and I love it. =)
On christmas, we went to bryan's house for x'mas gathering. everyone had to bring food to his house, and xiang came to my house and we cooked spaghetti. It was not bad, but there was too much food, so i brought the remaining home. After the very filling dinner, we went to play block catching and blind cat. Xiang was the catcher for all the games we played. After that on the way home, we saw policemen, and i reckon they were looking for us. It was hilarious.

On new year day, i went out wif farah and ain. suppose to be a phr gathering but sri couldnt make it. We walk around Orchard and Farah did some shopping. We went to Wistma, Taka and fareast. We also went to look at the notebooks, and they were glamourous! I love the pink cover with a huge victorian crown. I guess I am going to buy it someday. After that we went Old Chang Kee. I ate a pepper'O. After that we went to take neoprint at Fareast, and we went to buy cookies at Mrs Fields. I love the cookies! I also drank a cup of orange juice. After that Ain nd Farah went home, and i walked all the way to cineleisure to look for my sister. We shopped at Nike, and had bought a number of stuffs. I got a new Nike black and gold bag. On the way home, I bought a pink canverse shoes. It was pretty!

Its a new year with a new start. Many people had made new year resolution and I have not really list them down. So I am just going to do the same thing and hope that I would achieve most of them.

New Year Resolution:
- attend all lectures and tutorials
- do all tutorials
- stay attentive throughout the lecture and tutorial
- eat less exercise more
- achieve good grades
- improve physics results
- pass GP quizes and tests
- go for physics tution
- speak more english
- read newspaper at least thrice a week
- be more loving and caring towards xiang (I am already!)
- spend more time with family
- sleep more

these are all my new year resolution. Is that too long? I dont think so and I would want to achieve them.
Oh! and i permed my hair too! its kind of messy curls, which is the combination of big and small curls. I love it!

Today i have my first lesson of tutorial. It was a fun day. I understand maths and physics. I understand econs. I am lighter and shorter, although i dont want to be shorter.


Its late now and iI'm feeling hungry.. I think its time for me to sleep.

nites everyone!


joannie`

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joanniee winks
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Thursday, December 29, 2005

yay! its me.. AGAIN! aiyoyoyoyoyoyo... i haven do my homework yet.. can anyone tell mi how dead m i? shit lar.. i haven do my gp.. oh ya.. i nv touch physics.. wads worst? ok lar.. i dun wanna say more.. wanna go do my work liaos... haisssss... dieded.




-dead-

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joanniee winks
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

muahahaha~ saw that post! so lucky wor.. just starting to use my kor's com den see ur post liao.. lols.. realli a surprise! lol..
now dardar having ur term test rite? good luck wor..

i realli feeling like a pig now.. FAT pig.. eat eat and eat.. sleep sleep and sleep.. kaos.. i dun wanna become like before.. fat and lazy.. lols!! luckily kor's com can use.. must research and do my econs project.. after that can do my newspaper article reflections.. hahas..
holiday homework.. i left with the MJ promo paper and physics and newspaper articlees..!! argh.. head big big liaos.. todae already 13/12.. so i onli left with 2 wks! how short is that!?! hahaha.. yup.. gonna work hard already.. lol.. no more( as if i can endure) shopping and no more datings.. lols!! *yah rite.. wadever..*
alrite.. gonna stop here...



hohoh~ merry advance christmas!!


joannie`

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joanniee winks
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Sunday, November 27, 2005

hmm.. whaa.. suay leh.. my com spoil.. die le lar.. my homework all inside how? SEE! i got do my homework one lor.. hahas..
aiyah.. today actually can win $500 one leh.. sian.. nv listen to my ah ma's advice.. buy 4D.. my hp number 3rd prize leh! haha.. haiz.. sian hoR? hahaha.. double suayness.. hahaha~

on.... sat! went to miss lee's wedding.. opps! shld call her miss pow or pau now.. ahaha! yup.. she's late! the bride was late.. and she thinks that its okie cos she is the bride.. lol!! she was pretty on that day.. erm.. haha.. she wore specs leh.. shldnt wear her specs lar.. she will look better.. lols..
after that we took cab to eunos mrt station and den i waited for xiangg.. slow slow de.. lol.. huiling, junwei and shimin accompany me for awhile.. den huiling and junwei left first.. cos they going dating ma.. dun wanna take their time.. lol.. den shimin accompany mi until xiangg came.. heees!! we lame and crap for awhile also lar.. lol.. my train came.. her train also come.. lol..
mi and xiangg finalli decide where to go when we reach cityhall.. which is suntec.. haha.. we walk walk walk.. after that we went to eat at......... the food court! haha.. on the way we met junwei and huiling.. lols!! ok.. after eating.. we went to marina square.. lol.. there got alot of things to shop lor.. like heeren and far east.. veri nice.. a veri huge place too ... ( cos we got lost there.. lol!!) we dunno how to get out.. so we walk to esplanade.. on the way xiangg buy the choco-coat strawberries.. so nice! veri veri veri sweet..lol.. den we went to take train de go home lor.. lols..
a veri tiring day lor.. haha..

aiyah.. on sunday.. din do anything much lar.. went to help mummy.. den after that i went home eat lunch.. and den slp until 5.30pm.. after that walk to interchange.. on the way i called xiangg.. and den he dun wan to talk to mi becos he watching anime.. finally i reached the interchange.. i waited for bus 38 for 20 mins.. DAMN! 20 mins lar! kaos.. haha.. and den reach grandma hse at 7.10pm. lol.. i ate a bowl of noodles.. and den watched abit of "The Maid".. and den went home at 9.20pm.. reached home.. i chatted wif mummy and den bathe.. watch tv.. and bla bla bla.. haha... and now blogging lor..

chatting wif xiangg now..
"in other words, properties is the characterists of the system......"
okie.. i haf no idea wad he reading lar.. but he is studying...
lol!!
maybe nex time i can take down notes fer him.. hor dardar? lol..

ok lar.. dun wanna use com liao.. stop blogging here!



joannie`

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joanniee winks
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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Due to my laizness, I haven't been blogging.. hahaha~
okie.. erm.. haf been looking at my blog for sumtym and i think its REALLY BORING!
so decided to change to the old one.. hehees.. so loving rite.. hahaha~ =X
SUMONE.. SUMBODY.. complained that i din blog.. haha.. so i blog lorr.. big deal meh.. as if that somone blog.. hor? hahaha..

Holiday started 23 days ago.. haha.. had been veri busy.. firstly was PW.. Thank god its over.. haha!! and den... erm.. actually i cant remember much on wad i did.. haha.. if u all wan to know.. go to http://www.pinkiiee.blogspot.com <-- my another bloggy! hahaha~ so troublesome hor me? lols.. aiyah.. wad to do.. joan leh.. of cos troublesome lar..

hahaha~ oh ya hor.. mi and shimin went to the compus superstar.. haaha~ so fun!! erm.. as in funny!! hahaha.. both of us din want to join de.. after we went to see the audition.. decide to join cos we think is fun.. haha! so we joined lor.. we audition on monday.. haha! my mummy, daddy, auntie, cousins and dardar went to see! hahaha.. some of my frens too ( they came for shimin lar.. haha..) hahahahaha.. it was damn funny.. erm.. when it was my turn.. i think i got nervous when i saw the judges looking at the screen ( featuring my face).. haha.. den i also dunno how to sing ler.. hahhaa.. obviously got "tagtaggggg" kick out lar.. hahaha.. but it was fun lar.. shimin got to sing twice.. but also kick out.. hahaha.. so funny.. next yr wanna join again.. lols!! indeed we got the experience and fun.. haha.. we gotta know each other more also! hahaha.. she sing veri nice lar.. not like mi so erm.. not gentle.. hahaha!!

on saturday hor.. miss lee's wedding.. so excited!! can see all my dearest classmates again.. muahaha~ dunno wad to wear leh.. someone gimme suggestion? hahaha.. i heard the girls wearing skirt leh.. hmm.. i dunno leh.. felt like wearing jeans.. lol.. ok.. i wear jeans.. hahaha! anyone wearing jeans too? hahaa..
On saturday hor.. also my special day leh.. 26 NOV.. lols.. everytime on the 26th of the month, i'm occupied by some other stuffs.. for example.. 26/6 - my sis's bdae.. 26/8 - music diary.. 26/11 - miss lee's wedding!!! hahaha.. about there lar.. so hor.. i wish and hope and pray that on 26/12.. NOTHING!! except going out wif dardar.. lols... our 1 1/2 yr together leh.. how can dun go out together? lol.. love u dardar! muacks!
butten hor.. on 26/12 is the Tsunami memorial day leh.. opps.. =X
the last yr of 26/12/04, i weas having my 4F class chalet.. a veri disapppointing chalet tho.. onli a few peeps turn up.. and i was working.. so din realli haf fun.. hahaa.. and ppl STILL OWE MI $100!!! hais..

aiyah.. i'm realli bored leh.. nth to do de.. play neopets the whole day.. see my holiday homework like dunno see wad lidat.. do halfway den ZZZzzz........ how ar?! hahaha.. not bad lar.. did afew articles already. but.. maths how? physics how?! hahahaha.. die lor.. ecns haf project somemore.. hahaha.. die ler~

okie.. wanna go see see frenster ler.. huiling and farah gave mi testi.. hahaha... see ya folks!



muacks!



joannie`

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joanniee winks
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Saturday, August 06, 2005

todae.. fri.. nth much in the morning and afternoon lor.. morning went to sch.. den mummy fetch mi from skool at 1.. den i went home slp.. lols!!until about like 4pm.. den i wake up and den prepare myself.. for.. konzert! yea.. its a concert by tpjc band and chinese orchastra.. lols.. its veri nice i can say.. somemore its held at victoria concert hall.. so i must enjoy it.. hehes.. its a first tym i've been there.. its a veri nice experience.. hees!! after the concert, we went to lau pa sa and eat satay! lols.. there are two different types of satay.. lols.. one more chickenie and one is not.. yea.. u dun understand ryt.. onli jocelyn. elshan and jonnie understands cos they were there! lol.. after that.. we went to mrt station.. haha.. we walked quite fast.. and we even run abit.. cos we dun wanna wait fer another train which is like another 12 mins.. hahas.. den we went home lors..hahas.. i got scared under my block just now.. cos u know.. now.. this period.. alot of people burning the "jin zi".. yea.. and u know.. they burnt burnt paper is black rite.. hahas.. its all over on the floor.. and den under my block got alot lo.. so haf to avoid.. den i saw the blac black paper.. moving!! den got a pair of eyes looking at mi!! hahas.. obviously i was scared lar.. it was a black cat.. haha.. scare mi.. =S i wan to confess here.. i'm not afraid of cats.. but that black cat realli scare mi.. hahas..
anyway wanna go slp ler.. nite nite..

p/s:shimin!! u were great!! wee!! i enjoyed my nitee.. hahas..

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Friday, August 05, 2005

life is miserable!! hahas.. wad a sentence to start wif rite.. yea.. problems are all oer mi and they come to mi all at a time.. hahas.. just like humans.. anyway.. erm.. cant realli remember wad i did todae..yah.. got a bandage on my fooooot!! lols.. and it was damn ugly lor.. gosh.. many people look at mi.. lols.. nvm.. at least they gimme way.. hahas..

one thing i wanna compliment.. SBS drivesr.. very considerate! haha.. tho i dun like those 22 bus drivers.. i love those 293 drivers! they are damn nice.. they will even greet u and smile... yah.. today i took 293 to interchange.. and the driver wait til i sit down den he start driving.. lol.. nice rite?? haha.. i feel abit guilty tho cos i walk damn slow.. hahas..

stupid little mi.. just now i sat on my ankle.. and now it hurts again.. hahas..

tml.. wil be going to watch KONZERT.. lols.. yup.. concert by my school band and chinese orchestra~ ( i dunno how to spell.. nvm.. ).. actually dun wanna go de.. but since i already promise shimin that i'll be there to support her.. so i nid to go.. muahaha.. it will be at victoria concert hall.. so.. it cost like $12 leh.. hahas.. nvm lar.. affordable tho.. i'm broke now.. hahas.. shimin jia you wor! put up a good show! i know u will haf a small part solo.. so joa you k!! hees..

todae got back my econs test.. tho i failed but i was damn happy cos i got like 10/25.. hahas.. this is the second econs essay test lar.. the first one i got 4.. and now i got 10.. so i'm quite satisfied.. hahas.. somemore its on market strucket (suck topic).. so yea.. i'm happy.. hees..

todae haf maths test somemore lor!! on transformation and functions.. arghh.. transformation i know how to do but i dunno if i'm rite.. and.. as for functions.. hais.. i'm kinda weak lehs.. so.. i scared lor.. hahas.. i hope i'll pass tho.. hees!!!

well.. okie lar.. wanna slp liaos (tho i slept in the afternoon when i reach home at ard 5+++).. adios and nitey nite!

lurves..
joannie..

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joanniee winks
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

dammit! my foot! is now like.. arghh!! swollen!! hate it! now i'm like a handicap.. why.. why such things happened to mi.. and where the hell are you when i need u the most.. argh!!! this sux!!! if u wanna keep quiet.. den keep quiet forever!!!

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well.. on 30th aug, mi haf the ndp reharsal thingy. its was damn fun! hahas.. its so cool to know that i'm signing wif 3700 people.. hees! oh ya.. center of attraction.. i love it! mm.. cos my skool will be sitting at the centre section, so we will be featured in tv! hahas.. cos bryan wong (wang lu jiang) will be going to the centre section and we will shout "we love singpore!" hahas.. so fun rite! remember to catch us on tv! hees.. yea.. we even sang national anthem loudly.. hahas..


well..this actual photo is specially for fizah. u see.. i wasnt PURPOSELY making my lips thicker. it looks naturally like this when i DUN SMILE. watch ur words when u were to say people look bitchy. MIND YOUR WORDS. nobody (or who the hell) will look as if their lips are flat down when they dun smile.

mm.. xiangg.. sweet? forgive? i haven think of an ans yet tho it was realli sweet to send sunflower to my house! see lar! i haf to ans to my parents! gRrr..

on sunday i actually sprain my ankle. i tot it was nothing big deal.. on mon i still did my 2.4 run.. yah.. until todae.. my ankle hurts.. arghhHh!!! how? nvm.. sprain once on the same ankle already.. think i'm immune to it.. ha..

todae haf CLDDS(music) or people call it ge yao.. and yes.. i was chosen to be the treasurer.. lol.. i haf money face man.. hahas..

well.. anyway.. haf to rush my project work and homework and works!! hahas..
adios..

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joanniee winks
at |8:38 PM|

Sunday, July 31, 2005

sometimes i jus wanna be all alone, so people wont remind mi things that i've forgotten, or things that i dun even wanna think about. i'm a person who doesnt like to depend on people. i'm independent.. regardless its on life or work. i want to depend on myself to complete a task. i dun like to ask fer help.. unless i realli nid help..

many people thinks that, in a relationship, its cool.. its fun.. its nice.. its sweet.. its romantic.. its love.. its bla bla bla, everything u thinks its nice.. yea.. u realli think so? in a realtionship means u're cool? nah.. i dun think so.. firstly.. i dunno why i'm in a relationship. second.. its the stupid feeling or love that make so many people fallen into a trap called relationship.. and thirdly.. how i wish i could get out of that.. many people say.. "oh! u're in a relationship! how sweeeeet! so ur bf come to fetch u everyday from sch ar? oh! u've bf? thats so cool! is he handsome? is he cute? wahhh... got bf.. den wad did he get u for valentines? woo.. den how u spent ur weekend wif him?" bla bla bla.. all the qns u can think of.. ya.. u think many people enjoys in a relatinship izit? every couple haf their problems. so when people are in relationship, dun ask about it!
in a realtionship is not having to see each other every-a-day.. its not fetching gf from work or sch every-a-day.. its not because they are cute or pretty or handsome.. its not because of valentines day.. its not!!! its the commitment that both haf to give.. both haf to sacrifices.. both haf to tolerate.. its the understanding..
many people also thinks that.. " aiyah! relationship.. easy to maintain one lar! be lovey lovey can liao lor.. not happy den break lar! so easy.. " these people simply deserve slappings.. many slaps.. when a person get into relationships, they would think of many things.. ya.. one most important thing is that do u like the person? or he's cute that why wanna go steady wif him? foolish people.. and one more thing.. if people were to ask u to become their steady.. dun! because when they say "stead".. i can guaruntee u that its not gonna last.
i simply hate people who cheated/ play wif others feelings.. espcially when the guy flirt with u and ask all sorts of questions.. and finally asked "if i were to ask u to be my gf, will you?" and in the end, they say they were only 'just asking'. i can tell u.. i still hate this kinda person. NEVER and NOTHING will make mi forgive this kinda person.
i dun believe that guys will love their gf onli. there are many other things that they love. and when they say "i onli love you.." thats simply BULLSHYTTT!!! hah! dun tell mi they dun love food? dun tell mi they dun love their sports? dun tell mi they dun love their family.. *sigh* guys just love to complicate the situation by confusing others.. use more brain cells lar.. And, if they were to love their sports more than gf, it simply shows that they are devoted. i'm not being bias here. if u were to see it in urself, u wun possible love ur bf so much so that u give up everything that u love.. thats nonsense.never in my life i'll be angry becos my bf love his basketball more than mi. hah.. needless to say he love food more than mi.. buts its simply fair! cos i love many things more than him! hah.. guess wad are they urself.
how do we define baddies? are they liars? backstabbers? heart breakers? promise breaker? or wad? well.. i define them as the above becos they are baddies TO MI. yup.. everyone haf their own definitions.. so does love.. everyone haf their own definitions of love. to mi, i dun even wanna know wads the definations of love.. somply becos.. so wad if i know wads love? can it change anything? nah.. dun think so.
i hate it when people push their blames onto mi. HAha! thats why i HATE my MATH teacher SO MUCH.. STUPID WONG EE TUNGG..yea.. being a maths rep in class have to collect works and stuffs.. hah! and that stupid teachers also make mi take attendance.. do this and that.. ITS IRRITATING OKIE!! wth.. attendance take urself lar.. still wan mi take.. take liao still wanna ask this ask that.. blo0dy hells.. wads worst? he lost my fren's homework and sae i put in the wrong pigeon hole.. HEY! I'M NOT BLIND OKIE! THERES ONLI ONE PERSON IN THIS WORLD HAVE THIS STUPID NAME - WONG EE TUNG!!$%^*&^ %E&#%^@%Q$%!%@$#^$&$^&$ stupid.
this pass out as a warning to everyone. dun push ur blame onto mi. u'll suffer the same fate as him. MuAHHaaHHahaaahahAHahA!!!!!

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Friday, July 29, 2005

looking back at those carefree days i had.. guess i din cherish them enuff..
well.. i realised that i've changed.. changed into a person who doesnt own the smile anymore.. my smile had run away wif happy.. and now frown is with sad.. hais..
now, i restrict myself.. yea..
1.not to go out so often
2.study study study
3.never waste time in the library
4.during free period, go library study

yea.. realise all is about study.. hahas.. nvm.. i wanna be the studious type.. in another words.. NERD.. muahaha~ i dun mind being a nerd if it helps mi to pass my promos.. hahas.. ( but i dun think i nid to lar)..

ya.. to everyone.. i wun go out that often.. cus i dun wanna waste time already.. i've already waste alot of time.. i realised time pass so fast now.. its like.. so fast a week is over.. yea.. its quite sad lar..

but.. haha.. if u wanna go out wif mi tell mi lar.. haha.. i can go out i will de.. =)

takkaire people..

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joanniee winks
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

sth's seriously wrong wif mi. if its not mi, den who else? i've been waking up late lately, partly becos i sleep late every nite. and i had to take cab, if not i'll be late fer sch.. lyk on mon.. i was late fer sch.. todae.. i took cab.. and it was pouring so heavily.
sch has never been better.. it just get worse each day passes by. more homework.. more test.. and more project.. pw is so demanding.. i feel so guilty being the group leader.. cos i've not been doing my job properly.
todae i had this stress management talk. and i dun think it realli helps. instead.. it worsen my condition. now i haf no appetite fer anything..
everyday.. i had to wear "smiles" to school.. everydae i had to keep my dark eye rings at home.
i had enough of my life. its all occupied by works and i cant even do anything that i wanna do. econs is still my weakest sub and i haven been studying tho there a test coming up this thursday. sth is seriously wrong wif mi. arghh..
i cant smile anymore.. the rest of the energy are left to smile in sch. this feeling suck.. grrr!!!

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Monday, July 25, 2005

WAD?! holiday big deal ars.. aiyah.. den u enjoy urself lor.. sian.. that time my hols.. didnt get to enjoy.. instead i've experienced alot of things.. yea. both of my grandma were hospitalised. and i almost lost them. and how heaven is kind enuff to gib them back to mi.. now i realised how important they are to mie. i've regretted the way i neglect them in the past.
although i find them nagging at times.. both.. isnt that the "nature" of being old? lol... its quite scary actually.. firstly, i tot that i will lose my grandma that day, but she survived.. and after she was discharged, my another granda was admitted to the hospital because of a sudden heart attack. yes.. i realli nearly lost her. i've very happy that she has the strong determine to live on, and she hold on until now. seriously, at the beginning, almost everyone give up on hope as the doctor said the percentage of living is veriiiiii small. yea.. i was so scared. at timess i would silently break into tears, and i cant let anyone see.. because if they were to see that, they would cry too. i had to be strong, i cant break down. my mummy was veri sad at that period of time cos she tot that she would lost her mummy too. i know wad is she going thru and i cant possibly break down, cos my mummy needs my support. mi and my father remained calm throughout.. we cant break down. if not, my mummy haf no support.

that period of time was the worst, yet i experienced alot and i've learn to treasure both my grandma even more.
Although i didnt get to enjoy my hols as much as others do, like going out shopping and playing at the theme parks or watchiung a movie, but it was realli a memorable period of time.
Yes, i've flunked my common test, but i'll only blame myself for not studying hard enuff, but not using excuses such as " oh.. i weent to the hospital everyday thats y i didnt study".. yea..
i've make new resolutions.. i haf to concentrate more on my studies now. i cant let my life be wasted jus like that. since now i'm in jc, i;'ve to commit myself to study hard in the sch. i cant be like before, slacking everyday and taking the exams lightly. i wan to be the best, even though i cant, but i will try my best. i believe that success is not everything, and failure is not the end. Trying ur best and put in all ur efforts tells people that u're the best.
Success does not depend on ur intelligence, but hardworking-ness. =)

yea.. xiangg.. u can show off that u haf ur holidaes now lar.. =) haf fun but do remember to study as well k? be focus and aim for ur goals in the future. nv give up, nv feel inferior, nv say die (by energizer).. =) if u nid any help, call mi, i'll always be there for you. if not, ur frens will be there too. =)

and as fer everyone out there.. dun let failure hold u down.

takkaires!!

joannie..

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Friday, July 22, 2005

yea.. wad a day.. i hate friday.. friday is a boring day.. tho i finish class early.. i had to stay at school til 3.30.. cos i haf mass signing practice on 3.30.. until 6.45 lor.. so yah.. was happy todae cos my signing improved. haha... so happy lor..
yah.. todae.. i slack at home.. all i did was sing and watch tv and use com.. haha.. yah.. was kinda lazy to blog so.. adios!

joannie..

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grrrr.. todae i'm so damm tired! basically i haf sch as usual.. and ya.. woke up late AGAIN! hahas.. wads wrong wif mi.. always wake up late and haf to rush.. arghhh.. how i wish sch is beside my block! hahas.. well.. todae was kinda a physics day.. but well.. i love todae.. haf maths tutorial and lecture.. haf physics lec and tutorial.. haf econs somemore! its like all 3 of them. hahas.. yea..
pw eom was rejected! so hada' do again.. well.. i typed half of the eom in sch.. and then finally completed at xiangg house.. oh ya.. when to xiangg house after pe lors.. well.. actually was suppose to do pw wif jocelyn after pe one.. but i already told xiangg i will study wif him de.. so.. ya.. haf to la.. hahas.. sorry jcelyn for psing u! hahas..
mmm.. todae.. when xiangg house.. do my eom and an essay outline.. onli qns 2a lar! after i reached home.. i did 3a.. and a small part on 3b.. haven start on question 2b yet! haha.. dunno wad to write..tml copy lar! din finish my gp too.. tml will do during break.. hahas..
i'm kinda tired so gonna slp liao.. its 1.55am~ grr.. so late..

adios!!

joanniee..

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

todae.. erm.. okie.. it all start off veri weridly.. yes.. realli weird..
todae i was late.. yup! i woke up late thus i went down late.. and normally i haf to take cabby. todae, mi and ain went to the road side to wait fer one, but we saw bus 22 at the bus stop. since we're too far, we din chase the bus. and while waiting fer the cabby, i saw another 22 came by. mi and ain run to the bus stop. lols.. yup.. we caught the bus.. and it was already 7.08am! hahas.. wadever rite.. at the interchange, we took 18 to school.. yes.. alittle hesitated cos haf to walk a distance to sch when we take 18. but its already.. erm.. okie.. we are not that late yet. but still... i feel so weird.. so being safer, we took 18 instead of 19 which just arrived. haha.. and when we reached sch, most of my classmates were already there, wven those who always late were already there.. okie.. thats weird rite? hahas..
todae din do anything much.. except lectures and classes.. which are boring~ hahas.. and den we haf pw lecture and mi and ain left after the lecture, not knowing we haf to go back to class.. haha.. we went to the library and do econs! hahas.. okie.. den it was econs.. den after that some of us went to design boxers fer my fren's bdae! hahas.. so funny.. it was realli nice lar.. until at the end it got smarch here and there.. hahas.. fro a cute boxers changed into a "firey" boxers.. hahas..
mi and jonnie went for chinese lecture.. hahas.. i was late! so i went right to the back of the lecture theatre.. and guess wad.. i sat next to rifdi. lols.. talking about him.. i'm quite scared.. why leh? its so scary!! firstly, i saw him at my orientation, den i saw him wif my nephew at LT, den later he told mi that he know mi becos he know xiang, den i realised he was xiangg's pri fren, den i realised he saw mi long ago after watching white chicks and becos he was sitting infront of me, and i saw my nephew standing up.. yah.. i said hi to my nephew and xiangg said hi to rifdi outside the cinema.. but i din look at him.. so dunno him.. lol.. okie.. the funniest thing is.. rifdi's mummy is ain's kindergarden's teacher.. okie.. see! scary rite?! how could u ever find a person who is related to u in this way? grrr..
well.. anyway.. after sch mi haf CLDDS.. had rehersal for music diary.. hahas.. they commented my singing is too soft.. i think is the mic that is too soft.. not me!! seriously i was screaming into the mic already.. but i cant hear myself.. strange.. hahas.. was released at 7++.. wanted to wait fer ain but scared she will end late fer dk.. so i left first.. hahas.. when i reached home.. my daddy cooked string ray.. veri nice lor.. its like the string ray selling outside wif the banana leaf and sambal? hahas.. yup! he cooked that.. and is was super-delicious-yummy-finger-licking-good! hahas.. yes! my daddy is a really good cook.. he was once a chief.. lols.. how i wish he is working as a chief.. so can eat many many yummy food.. hee!!
yah.. haf dozens of homework to do.. but i watched tv tv tv!! and i revised abit on SPA and did abit of compre.. cos tomolo haf 2 test! SPA and compre..boring rite.. grrr... by tml haf to finish alot of work..
PW -> EOM
Econs -> essay outline fer Qns 2 & 3
pw is enuff fer mi lar.. still haf econs.. how irritating! arghhh..
wanna slp liaos.. my eyes is now watery.. maybe i can contribute to the water supple in singapore.. hee..
LAME!

joanniee..

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joanniee winks
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Monday, July 18, 2005

happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to draco..
haooy bdae to u!!

yea.. its my brother's bdae! hahas.. may all ur wishes come true and get married soon okie? i wanna stay at ur house de.. hehee..
dun think he will read this..but ya.. happy bdae! hee..

joaaniee..

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joanniee winks
at |1:38 AM|

hmm.. i'm suppose to study the damn stupid econs and physics.. but i din! throughout the week end.. hmm.. on fri i was slping.. on sat i went out wif xiangg.. on sundaY? erm.. i was tidying my room and did a little of econs.. bla bla bla..
haha

anyway.. on fri, we haf the student coucillor investiture. aww.. it was damn sad lar.. haha.. but it became lame at the end.. hahas.. but it was realli cool.. one thing i love about my sch - theres aaircon in the hall! i love it~ haha.. no more "hot" assembly~ hee..
after sch.. i haf to do my physics prac.. haha..i did wrongly and in the end, jocelyn helped mi.. haha.. and still.. in the end.. i copied her work.. haha! okie.. that wasnt suppose to be funny rite. haha.. okok..
after that.. mi and jocelyn went to interchange.. she had to go home and change and mi? i meet xiangg.. lol.. xiangg scared mi lar.. i wanted to call him already and he stood behind mi and said in a low deep voice "no nid to call liao".. haha.. scare mi.. we went to eat lunch.. but i din eat lar.. haha.. after that we went shopping (window) at tm and cs. after that he sent mi home lor. haha.. we took 293.. one whole round.. lols.. lame rite? yes.. the lamest couple.. hahas..

the next day, 16/07, we met again! haha.. was suppose to meet at 1pm, but both of us wake up at 12? so in the end we meet at 2.30pm.. and he was late! wee! hahas.. we went to orchard, cos he won a lanyard from the.. lost thingy.. haha.. and at the lucky dip he gota poster.. hahas.. there are tv crew there.. but he was too shy and he walked off.. haha.. so funny lor.. den we went to heeren and shop shop.. hee.. xiangg bought mi a pig.. which looks like a ball.. haha.. its damn cute lar! her name is pinkiie.. hehee.. after that we went to cineleisure and see if we could catch a movie.. but we couldnt cos the time is not right! he haf to leave early as he has bbq.. haha.. oh well.. after that we went to bugis and bought a prezzie fer my sister.. charmmy kitty.. hahas.. and she loves it! i knew it! hahas.. tho it was like way after her bdae when i buy her prezzie.. but nvm lar.. its the thoughts that counts ma.. heee...
at nite, xiangg cycle to my house cos he brought home pinkiie.. haha.. so he bring it to mi lor.. hahas.. so sweet rite.. den he cycle mi to the park.. lol.. den cycle mi home.. haha! so cute.. and he said it was romantic.. hee... ^-^ i'm the first person he cycle on the body of the bike lor.. lol.. i was so scared at first.. haha.. but in the end feel quite secured ler.. but my butt veri pain lor.. hahhaa..

well.. todae.. din do much thing leh.. woke up at 12? and den tidy my room.. haha.. den eat.. and watch tv.. den do one econs essay outline.. i was kinda proud of myself.. cos i did econs!! haha.. wadever.. haha..
yea.. gonna go slp already.. its already.. 1.34am! haha.. x(xiangg dun scold mi kie.. i go now.. )hahas..
sweet dreams everyone!

joannie..

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joanniee winks
at |1:18 AM|

Monday, July 11, 2005

hmm.. todae veri tiring lar.. hahas.. this morning.. went to skool by cab again.. cos mi and ain quite late already.. dun wanna take the risk of taking bus to sch.. hahas.. we reached sch already den slack at the concourse until assembly started.. after that we had pe.. my long-waited pe is finally here.. hahas.. todae din play tennis.. instead we went gym. ahahas.. was veri happi lar.. cos long tym din go gym. the facilities in the gym changed already! all new equipment.. damn nice and amazing.. hahas.. one machine and do alot different kinds of workout.. veri good lor.. new one somemore.. not smelly de.. haha.. after pe we had our break and i ate pau again.. hehes!!
den its econs!! haha.. todae is SIEaS presentation by jocelyn and meiyi.. haha.. they quite cute lar.. can see they nervous de.. stay up late jus to finish up the project.. poor thing..den we took back econs paper.. i did veri badly lar.. hahas! got 12/50 leh.. guess is the lowest in class.. hahas.. i dunno how to do ma.. and i haf no idea on market structure.. haha.. haiss..
well.. after that mi, ain and jocelyn run outa sch.. hahas.. den we went mac slack... after that mi went to find mummy and daddy.. lols.. after that we went back to my house lor.. ain upload songs.. and den mi and jocelyn practise strokes.. cos later haf kayaking competition.. haha.. quite sad lar.. we din win.. but it was expected lor.. the competitors all veri strong.. lol.. at least we're not the last.. =) we did quite well ler.. hehes...
i left kallang after i finish my event.. erm.. yah.. my class went to mac and eat and slack.. and mi went home cos lazy to go back.. hahas.. i went to find bryan, kw, ct and xiangg lor.. cos todae ct's bdae ma.. hees.. yah.. quite sad cos cannot celebrate wif him.. haf loadsa homework to be done..
i reached home.. i ate my dinner and i slept.. haha.. cos too tired so decided to rest lor.. after that i woke up and start doing my BE insights and GP essay.. haha.. yah.. managed to finish it.. and den i just read up on market efficiency fer econs.. and YUP! i understand.. but i was too tired to do the questions inside.. yah.. gonna do them tomolo during the free periods in the library..
gonna go slp alreadyy..
nniteyys..

(^-^)v

happi bdae to u..
happi bdae to u..
happi bdae to chang tat..
happi bdae to you!!

happu 18th bdae!! haha.. dunno u reading this or not.. but no matter wad... wish u all the best.. may all ur wishes come true.. good luck in ur future endeavours..!! love ya!! - monday >_<

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joanniee winks
at |9:01 PM|

Sunday, July 10, 2005

well.. practically todae i was slacking.. yah.. woke up at 1 pm.. dunno why so late also.. den i eat.. and den prepared myself for the Sea girls reunion nite.. hahas.. yah.. its was a veri memorable nite lar.. every year.. i looked forward to it.. well.. the first reason is seeing the people graduated from ncc.. yea.. thats one thing.. next is there are performance.. and den there will be crying session.. haha.. yea.. we are vero emotional.. and den! there are always fireworks! why leh? NDP reharsal mar.. haha.. kallang stadium behind us.. so.. yah.. fireworks~~ BUT! this year dun haf!! =( saded.. why? cos this year NDP is at padang lorr.. saded!! hahas.. well..
ya.. todae actually very sad lar. cos our unit phrasing out.. and todae was the last batch of dauntless girl ord nite.. sad rite? BUT! Once a sea girl, Always a sea girl. yea~ dauntless rocks.. sea girls rocks! hahas.. mi, shikin, ama and mawar left kstc at about 11.30pm.. so late ryt.. we took cabby home lor.. hahas.. ya.. i reached home at ard 12.10am..i think..

well... basically i'm still sick.. but i'm starting to eat..erm.. ya.. junk food again.. hahas. mnm..potato chips.. hahas.. yea.. they rocks.. now i'm having running nose.. dunno why also.. ahahas.. maybe my nose wanna free itself.. haha.. lame..

well.. life and death.. many people see it differently.. as for mi.. death is PART of life.. cos its something EVERYONE will experience.. frankly speaking.. [pls dun come kill mi now, tho i love to die now..] i just dun understand why people wans to survive.. yes.. u can see ur love ones.. but living in this world is simply.. i dunno wad to sae.. passing on generation -- which is getting from worst to worst den worst.. competition.. jobs.. and studies.. wadever that makes life so not meaningful.. its like something we haf to do in our life.. and if u dun do it.. u're not of this world and society.. why life isnt enjoyable? why isnt life free from money? greed? discrimination? why? why people still wanna live long? and wad happens if u dun prosper? why are the rich and poor? why cant te rich help the poor and everyone becomes normal.. not rich not poor? why?
i just dun understand lar. its so complicated.. people are striving to become better when they are good.. and some people are become worst when they are bad. it just dun make sense.. there are crimes everywhere.. death is happening everyone too. every second in places like africa, there are more than 10 people dying.. from diseases like AIDs. while some people choose to die willingly. well.. its like.. when u haf a life, u throw it away.. when u gonna lose it, u cherish it. why? why cant everyone just live without dying, or everyone just die, and there are no more life?

some people think that they are useless, a jerk, an idiot.. doesnt haf any expertise in anyway.. well.. seriously, nobody is perfect and ITS A FACT! who on earth is perfect? everyone as an individual WILL NOT SUCCEED IN WADEVER THEY DO, COS THEY ARE ALONE! no one is this world cannot accomplish anything alone. if u were to think of it.. its true.. it takes two to finish a job. dun believe? the simplest example i can give is u nid a woman and a man to haf a baby. yea..thats it..
so if u were to think that u're useless, u're wrong. noone is useless.. its just that mentally, u're telling urself that u're not good enuff..isnt it so? its all lies on the expectations u give to urself.. and when they are not met, u feel useless. isnt it?

sometimes.. if u dun think u can do it, or cant achieve that high, dun expect much. yah..eg.. if u are not sure u're free on that day, dun promise ur frens that u can go out wif them.. its sad when ur fren doesnt turn up that day.. and worst still.. doesnt even know that they are suppose to go out together on that day. its damn annoying and people just dun like it okie? especially when someone breaks their promises. when u promise someone, live up the promise. promise are not meant to be broken and yes! i hate people who breaks promises. similarly, i hate lies, whether is it white lies or black lies, i hate them and i hate people who lies. they are the people whom i not trust, and frankly speaking, i dun trust anyone in this world, even myself. and normally, people who says "u can trust mi" are those people u CANNOT trust. haha..
life is so complicated. no one will ever know wad will happen in their life, BUT! one thing everyone will know, that is in the end, u will die. wads the use of hafing alots of frens, falling in love, studying hard and achieve good results and in the end u die? haha.. why not just die earlier? well.. if u die, u will get a certificate, no loss rite?
hais.. life is misery.

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joanniee winks
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Friday, July 08, 2005

hmm.. i dunno whether i haf recovered or not.. haha.. still hafing fever.. so.. okie.. not..
well.. todae wasnt a realli good day to start off.. firstly, mi and ain missed tht stupid 22 bus.. and after that.. we waited 15 min and den two 293 and one 22 came TOGETHER!! that was realli damn irritating.. the worst thing or all.. there was no single cab on the road!! wad nonsense.. saying taxi-drivers cannot earn money cos no people wanna take cab and haf alot of competition.. i see NO cab available lar.. lousy..
well.. ya.. expected lar.. we were late fer school.. and so many others,like shimin aka da bian,were were late. haha.. we stood under the foyer fer like so long.. and it was realli stuffy there.. so i kept sweating lor.. somemore mi sick ma.. so.. yar.. guess its a good thing to sweat ba..
after that.. haf all the lectures and stuffs.. and after school.. mi,huilin,jocelyn,weiwei,shanshan and jonniee went to tm.. they went to breeks and eat fer lunch!! erm.. i din eat lar.. onli drank water wif salt.. hahas.. abit disgusting hor? but i lyk.. haha..
after that.. erm.. i had to leave early cos i haf mass signing ma.. hahas.. todae mass signing learn alot of things lor.. the whole song.. especially the chorus part.. veri veri fast lor.. hahas.. now abit stress ler.. hahas.. after i reached home and wanted to practice again.. i cant remember a single thing fer the song.. oh well.. nvm.. hahas.. can practise wif ain.. hahaha.. we two ar.. stand side by side.. the sign language is UNKNOWN to the deaf people.. hahas..

erm.. ya.. maybe thats fer todae lar..
hahas.. well.. wanna thanks all those people who care for mi lar.. haha.. thanks thanks.. mi getting better liaos.. hahas..

but still hafing headache occasionally and still feverish lors.. hahas.. so.. aiyah.. used to it already actually.. i was sick fer the whole month.. so.. nth big deal lar.. hahas..maybe one day i will jus die like that? haha.. i mean.. its a fact and its true ma.. seriously its nth big deal also lor.. thats fer mi lar.. i just dun understand y people haf big fuss over death and the word "DIE".. its not as if u sae that word and u will die rite? and.. its a fact people will die eventually wad.. its onli the matter of time.. whether is it now or tml or next wk or in a few years time.. people will die..
people should learn to give and take.. in view of death.. when a person die.. just dun brood over it and carry on wif ur life.. SERIOUSLY.. its nth big deal.. in a few years tym.. u would haf forgotten who that person is.. UNLESS they are ur family.. well.. in conclusion..
death = nothing
Life = boring
THE END.. FULL STOP

hmm.. after reading so many death stuffs.. sth abt mi..
i'm a girl.. hahas.. ok lar.. thats lame..
well.. i'm a kinda person who hates to be alone.. like.. one person with many strangers.. i will freak out.. thats y i'm always wif companies.. and i DUN like communications such as sms, msn, email and blablabla..not as in chatting fer leisure.. but talking to someone important or a best fren.. i like more personal as in face to face. never ever ask mi to "take care" and stuffs in sms or msn.. i see it as.. "u dun realli mean wad u say".. yar.. i'm that kinda person.. weird eh? hahas.. thats just mi.. hahas..
oh ya! such examples.. can be seen frequently.. like a guy asking a girl "can u be my stead?" hahas.. seriously.. THAT GUY IS LYING!! he is not sincere enought to tell u face to face.. and NORMALLY.. when they sae "STEAD", this kinda relationship wun last.. trust mi.. if not u can try.. hahas.. yea.. i realli dun like.. hahas..
ya.. maybe i shall put that part as "About mi part 1" like wad woon han did.. hahas.. nex tym will tell u more about mi.. hahas..

*Death is acutually cool if u were to think deeper into it..
-lyk juming down from the building..u're actually experiencing free fall.. isnt that cool? hahas.. k lar.. but dun do that.. go bungee jumping instead! =)

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joanniee winks
at |11:43 PM|

todae mi went to sch as usual.. hahas.. tho still sick.. but nida go sch.. todae woke up at 5.47am.. managed to sae goodbye to mummy and daddy before they go work.. and den i couldnt slp after that.. so went to take a bath.. hahas.. after that took my time to blow my hair dry.. and meet ain under my block to go to sch.. i haf no appetite last nite.. so this morning i was veri hungry.. but inside mi.. haf the feeling of throwing up.. bleah.. went to sch eat honey chicken pau.. hahas.. recess time wanted to eat noodle de.. but no appetite.. so eat pau again.. and noon time, i eat my medi lor.. after i eat the medi.. i feel so dizzy and wan to vomit again.. but i din.. hahas.. todae haf pe de.. saded.. i cannot haf pe.. cos i run abit den got the feeling of fainting.. so better not take the risk.. hahas..
todae after sch.. went tm wif my jiemei and ain and woon.. after that went to bk wif ain.. wanted to study de lar.. end up erm.. study abit and talk alot.. den coincidentally we met cheryl lorr.. she so cute lar.. cut hair ler.. so short leh.. almost counldnt regconise her.. hahas..after tat xiangg came also lorr..
on the way home.. ain cheryl n mi took 22 home.. hahas..we took photos and talk and talk until i reach my stop.. so happy can see her.. lols.. so long neber see each other ler..
todae quite angry lar.. he walked away nv even telling us.. so bad.. in bk also.. sae i dun look sick.. eh hello.. since i'm outside.. u wan to mi lie down on the floor and sae "i'm sick" meh.. kaos.. headache the most rest the head on the table wad.. still sae i like not sick.. i bluff u fer wad.. as if bluff u got thing to take.. u gif mi lar! toopid..
angry le lar.. go slp liao..

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joanniee winks
at |12:13 AM|

Thursday, July 07, 2005

todae mi still sick.. so din wanna go sch.. morning woke up at 10 plus.. went to clinic.. doctor say mi got "liu xing xing gan mao.." cold lor.. so.. gimme alot of medicine.. which i dun even wanna eat.. haha.. i guess is my brother who passed it on to me la.. well.. todae mi also blurblur one lar.. after i eat the medicine.. i feel nauseous and dizzy lor.. cant even study.. until i slp for awhile.. and den i felt better.. haf no appetite.. cant eat.. my maid cooked mushroom soup fer mi.. i ate about 4 spoonful of it den dun wan ler.. haiss.. now i feel abit hungry lar..
quite contented cos i finish revising gravitation.. and did a few qns for the tutorial.. and one of the compulsory qns i had to do. i manage to do it lar.. got a few doubts nid to be solve also.. tml den ask teacher lar..
todae dar dar din come cos i dun wan him to come.. scared will spread to him.. =( den he go cycling.. i wan to go!! hais.. nex tym when i feel better ba..
haha.. i get sick every week.. so funny de.. last tym is once every month.. now once every week.. haiss..
k lar.. go slp ler..

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joanniee winks
at |12:44 AM|

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

todae mi sick..
woke up wif a stupid sore throat.. and whenever i haf sore throat.. it means fever.. sick liao.. todae go sch.. feeling so retarded lar.. as in.. i'm slower den usual de.. haha.. walk also slow.. talk also slow.. hearing also slow.. my fren things to mi.. i must "huh" 3 times den i know wad they talking.. hahas..
todae no chinese.. went home early.. reached home den i orh orh liaos.. hahas.. den mummy gimme eat panadol.. and den i slp until dinner time lor.. wake up watched tong xin yuan.. hee.. later i wanna watch "pa qi shi zu 2".. scv channel 56.. nice lor.. that girl girl so cute.. haha.. she's my daughter.. like real..
tomolo i dun wanna go sch.. wanna rest at home and shun bian do my homework... din study todae.. bleah..

my plan fer tml..
wake up 9++ go see doctor..
den after that if tired i slp.. if not study..

guai hor? k lar.. gtg liao..

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joanniee winks
at |8:58 PM|

Monday, July 04, 2005

yep! todae went out wif phr. we haf loadsa' fun lar.. hahas... first we went to watch movie.. the show starts at 2.45pm, and we bought it at like.. 1.20pm.. so we decided to go heeren 'ambeh gambah' ( did i spell correctly? by the way it means take photos.. lols.. ).. yeaa.. the photos are nice lar.. hahas.. and den after that we rush back to cathy.. and den go cheers buy potato chips.. after that we went up to watch movie loh.. haha.. erm.. ya.. we decide to buy our drinks inside the cinema lar.. BUT WE MAKE A BIG MISTAKE!! kaos!! they doesnt haf the flow thingy inside the cinema lar.. so we haf to buy the bottles one.. den one bottle of ice lemon tea cost.. $2.90! ArHh!!! thats so crazy!!! hahahaha... yea.. waste money rite? cos we bought 2.. =(
but the movie is damn nice.. i love the sound effect.. cos its damn loud.. haha.. thats one part most of us jumped up.. not becos its scary.. but the sound is too loud.. hahahaha.. well.. but the movie is veri nice.. yea.. thats wad i can sae.. hahaha.. BUT! u haf to watch the whole thing to understand the story.. watching the ending doesnt help.. =)
after the movie..we went downstairs and take photos again! haha.. this time the photo even nicer! muhahaha... after that we.. go.. paragon.. the toilet.. take photo!!!! hahahha.. yea.. sounds funny ryt? but thats wad we always do.. hahas.. its fun.. try it! hahas.. after that we go shopping lor.. shopping here and there..
after that we go city plaza makan Arnold's.. nice nice!! sedap! hahas.. yea.. we miss Arnolds.. hahas.. after that we went home lorr.. hahas..
ya.. this is actually summary lar.. haha.. wan the details? go phr blog now! muahahhaa...

hee.. i miss phr so much.. hehehee.. well.. after i reach home.. i scan the photos.. and make a 'temporary' wallpaper.. ( which is the photo here) and den here i am! blogging.. hahas..

nitenite~

joanniee

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joanniee winks
at |12:57 AM|

Sunday, July 03, 2005

yup! here to blog again! hees.. todae mi went out wif dardar.. to celebrate our first anniversary.. lols.. its supposed to be on 26/06 one.. but mi haf exam.. so postponed.. hahas.. he's so sweet ryt.. and postpone somemore.. lols..
first we went to.. Lido.. wanna catch a movie.. the queue was damn long lar.. so we haf to queue.. haha.. waste time.. it was onli 3+ and our movie is like.. 6.45pm! hahas.. so after buying the tix..





we went to pacific plaza and wanted to collect my watch, but my watch wasnt ready yet.. so.. ya.. haha.. after that i went to roxy.. and ripcurl.. and realised they are having 15% off.. STOREWIDE!!! hahaha.. so i bought a tote bagg.. wee~ actually xiang paid fer it la.. haha...
after that.. we went to heeren and take photo! *kachak!* hees.. yeaa.. can see all the photos rite? nice? lols.. xiang also got help to decorate wor..(see the crown on me? he put one.. hees..) lols... he's improving wor.. on the way we ate toriQ.. and sushi.. lol.. yummy for both~ hees...






after tat we head to taka and eat modanyaki.. jappi sauce! delicious~ hehe.. realli nice lar.. u all should try.. lols.. after eating.. we walk walk den go back to Lido and watch.. BATMAN~ haha.. the show veri long also.. its like.. until 9 lehh.. haha.. not bad lar the show.. tho i sleep fer a few minutes.. hahas.. after the show.. we went to.. scotts!! we ate Ajisan! hahas.. did u realise sth? we eat and eat and eat? haha.. go out wif him i will get damn fat lar.. haha.. he always sae i thin.. *bullshytt* i gained so much weight! hahas..






after eating.. we go back home lor.. gotta stand thru the journey home.. so tiring.. hahas.. but i get to lean on xiang.. hahahaha.. *evil*
actually i told my mum i will reach home by 10+.. guess i lied! haha.. but it wasnt purposely!! hahas.. i reached home at 11.20pm.. hahas..
yea.. kinda tired tho..
but i'll looking forward fer tomolo PHR's outing~ wee!! hahas..
so long never see all of them.. no lar... onli sri and farah.. hahas.. i see ain almost everydae.. hahahaha.. ya.. sri and farah.. miss ya gals!! hahas... gotta haf fun tml.. heee!!!
wanna go slp already..
Muacksss!!! to phr and xiangg~ hehee..

Love...
joaanieee...

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joanniee winks
at |12:46 AM|

Friday, July 01, 2005

lol..todae i've waste alot of time.. hahas.. why leh?
in the morning...mi haf chinese listening.. go sch in the morning.. den finish sch at 8.45am!! so early ryt..? haha... den mi and shimin went to tm.. we look fer food.. haha.. in the end we eat... ya kun toast! muahaha... its nice lor.. eat breakfast there.. haha..den after that.. we want to take photo.. haha.. but its onli 9 plus plus in the morning.. we went to window shop..




got shops.. den can shop.. lol!! after we went to toys r us lorr.. haha.. like a kid lar.. play wadever we see.. haha.. after that when ain camee.. we went to take photo..

hahas.. the photo nice? hahas.. i like all of them lar.. so nice.. hahas.. after photo.. we went to buy stuffs.. and den went to.. oh.. shi min went home.. mi and ain went to fox den levis..





hahas.. after that we went to bubble tea shop near the sch.. den the sch..for our mass signing practice.. hee!! so fun.. i learnt alot of sign languages.. heheee..
we learnt to sign a pledge and a song.. hahas. we will be on national TV wor!! hehe.. watch us!! find us if u can.. cos we'll be inside 3000 people.. lols!!! so fun rte? hahas..
after mass signing.. we went home lorr.. hahas.. i feel sooo tired.. doze off in the bus a few times..





and den when i reached home.. mummy not at home.. onli korkor and jiejie.. lols... both of them not feeling well.. den mi haf to take care of them.. i become mama.. hahas.. so funny..
after my dinner.. i was watching teebee.. watch half way.. the tv watch mi slping.. lols!! i'm so tired...








now mi wanna go... slp? hahaha.. jus wake up leh.. hahas..
k lar.. gtg.. byes..
hees..

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joanniee winks
at |11:38 PM|

Thursday, June 30, 2005

mm..todae nv do anything lar.. in the morning suppose to go gym wif ain one.. den we both wake up late.. and when i already get ready.. i dun feel well.. body aching and feeling.. like wan to vomit.. *eeee..* hais.. den i tell ain lorr.. ahaha.. she also sae she lazy to go.. so in the end we din go.. muahaha.. so funny.. den she need to go geylang wif her mummy.. so we din go out also lorr.. haha.. funny rite.. well.. mi stay at home lor.. after bathing.. i practise singing.. lols.. at least i imporve lar.. nv go outa tune.. but still not good.. hais.. i'm worried fer my audition lar.. haha.. dun wanna make a fool outa myself.. hahas.. dun wanna go outa tune on that day also.. lols..
well.. later going to hospital.. hahas.. byes..

joanniee..

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joanniee winks
at |3:49 PM|

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

haha.. finally my exam finish! except chinese listening.. irritating.. haf to go back to school on fri.. hahas.. on fri mi haf mass signing session.. lols.. so fun..
well.. todae ain came mi hse also.. hahas.. we did the blog.. add picture.. add more stuffs.. wahaha.. wanna see? click here.. hees..
todae.. nth much lar.. cos i sick ma.. so mummy dun allow mi go hospital visit grandma.. so i stay at home lorr.. haha.. i did went out.. went to buy stuff with ain.. din bring umbrella.. end up walking in the rain.. hahas.. think i'll get even more sick.. hahas.. okie lar.. blog till here..

joannie...

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joanniee winks
at |8:08 PM|

hai hai hai..
todae gort maths and econs.. aiyah.. maths still okie lorr.. but fer econs ar.. u can see straight ZERO onmy paper ler.. luckily we changed econs teacher.. haha.. not that i dun lyk the previous teacher la.. its jus that.. i haf no face to see them already.. teach mi fer so long i still dun understand a thing. hahas..
the maths paper a few qns here and there i dunno how to do lorr.. den haha.. overall still okie lar.. managabe one.. think i can pass.. *pls let mi pass! i realli haf confidence will pass this paper.. hahas!! * <<--bullshyyt!! =P
aiyo.. as for econs.. hahas.. so funny lar.. i read the qns.. dun understand.. so i anyhow write wad ever i know - which is damm limited.. cos mi onli studied DSE and a little bit of production cost.. and haf NO IDEA of market structure.. well.. the last qns i dunno wad to write.. cos i write everything i know already.. so i left it blank.. hahas.. it carries 15 marks by the way.. lol!! ain better den mi lar.. she wrote one sentence.. "no, it is not neccessary true." maybe the teacher will giv her marks hor? haha.. i shld haf write it too lar!! >.<"
todae ain come my hse do the phr blog.. so fun!! hahas.. so do and luff and do and luff.. haha.. so cute ryt.. hahas.. we do until 6.30pm den stop.. cos ainnnie needs to go home.. hahas.. ya.. and so i went to bath after that..
oh yarr.. todae veri touched.. lol.. my grandmama bought mi. chicken rice! muahahaha.. ya.. aiyah.. if its normal fer u guys den it doesnt matter la.. it matters to mie.. thats more important.. lols!!
dunno why.. its like.. when u haf the feeling of losing the person.. u will tend to treasure them even more.. my grandmama was admitting to hospital 2 weeks ago.. and my family thought she is not gonna make it ler.. cos she already 90 yrs old lor.. scare mi alot lar.. haha.. luckily she's well already.. wad happened was that there water in her lungs.. which caused respiration difficulty.. so scared lorr.. in the past.. my grandmama at home is lyk.. veri naggy.. veri irritating lar.. maybe its becos she always scold and say the same thing and complain about stuffs and bla bla bla.. and i use to hate she cos she slap mi and sae i lied.. in fact.. i din lie!! i was realli hafing a fever.. =S.. well.. but now.. i felt less irritated.. how come leh? hahas..
my another grandma went to hospital too.. last week.. the doctor say that one of her vessels burst, causing the blood to flood one part of her heart, and some of the blood already went into the lungs or kidney lar.. i cant remember.. and she needs to haf a heart operation.. which is onli 45% lorr.. but my uncle all decide to let her haf the operation.. after the operation.. was the critical moment.. the doctor sae she's in danger now lar.. bad things will happen veri fast.. well.. yah.. it freaked all of us there in the hospital.. we realli thought... kk.. eniwae.. as days passes.. i went to see her in the icu.. i could onli see her from outside.. cant go in.. she was lying there.. not moving or anything.. many pipes went into her mouth, bodies.. and it was a painful sight lar.. hais.. poor thing rite.. well.. the next day i went.. she moved her hands abit.. and the legs.. and when i din go visit her.. my mummy told mi she could move her head! and she could now talk.. she condition improved rapidly lar.. was so happy.. now can go in and see her already.. some pipes were removed.. haf to go visit her tomolo.. finally..
its like miracles lar.. my grandma at home always pray fer the grandma at the hospital.. its kinda ridiculous and unbelievable lar.. but my grandma at home believe that buddha had protected her and saved her... i cant dun believe.. cos i prayed too.. hee.. looks like god heard our prayers.. =)

well.. mi haf to slp already.. tml haf physics paper somemore.. muahahaha..

lurve..
joanniee..

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joanniee winks
at |12:10 AM|

Monday, June 27, 2005

muahaha.. look!! that one is my xiangg lor.. muahaha.. so cute ryt? dunno why he look so cute when i dun see him ferr so long.. dunno why..
xiangg ar.. dun think u cute cute den can flirt wif other girl girl ar.. u're stucked wif mi ler.. hee!!




obviously is mie lorr..
haha...
i'm looking at eu..
YES YOU!!
hahas....





yep! my daughter! hahas..
no lar.. my cousin..
her name is cheryl..
cute ryt!!!






my daughter..? hahas..
my sister lar..
grown up ler..
look so pretty ler.. ^^





yup yup!
one happy family..
with three princesses..








lurve..
joanniee
*..so pinkii..so piggii..*

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joanniee winks
at |11:56 PM|

)= boo boo!!
todaee mi haff maii chinesee paperr worr..
itt totallyy suckk lorr..
haiss..
dunn evenn knoww wad thee questionn sayingg..
haha.. too tiredd le..
evenn fell asleep duringg thee paperr..
haha.. so funniee..
jus now mi wentt to studyy wiff ainniee @ macc..
wee cantt evenn studyy lorr..
too tiredd ler.. headachee alsoo..
mi haff slight feverr also lorr..
hate it larr..
tml haff maths and econs worr..
both paperr durationn veri longg..
maths 2 hr.. econs 1h 45 min..
not good lorr..
econs is afternoon paperr..
i confirm fall alseep again..
where gort pig dun take afternoon nap de..
hahas..
i wanna go slp ler..
din study ferr econs and maths..
god save mi..
i've tired to study ler..
i even haf dark eye ring and pimple face..
)= ugly ger.. hais..
good nite.. =(

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joanniee winks
at |11:43 PM|